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2009-07-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

Quickie.

2009-07-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Summer vacation's alright. I've been trying to cut down the eating and trying to run everyday now. I just got my spacers for my teeth and I'll be getting my top braces next week. My gums hurt so bad I can't eat anything, but ice cream (Which is pretty unhealthy). Anywhoo...

I went to go watch Harry Potter with Matt and Julie today. We ran into Rosie,Jamie, Chris, Ricky, Henry, and Jordan. Sadly, we barely talked. Matt bought a 2:40 ticket and we ended up arguing for 30 minutes cause he didn't wanna change it for a 3:10 show. We ended up watching 3:10, the theatre was full and we had poor seats. Harry Potter was weaksauce. I fell asleep 30 minutes into the movie. After about an hour and half into the movie, we left.

ABDC Season 4.

2009-07-05T18:17:00.000-07:00

Poreotics, Lost Kids, and Sheroes FTMFW. Dumbo is a beast.

Aim Convos.

2009-06-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

JOHNFOOOOO (7:19:15 PM):
JOHNFOOOOO (7:17:58 PM): hop outta bed
JOHNFOOOOO (7:18:08 PM): tUrN mY sWaG oN
julielightyear (7:18:15 PM): oh fuck no
julielightyear (7:18:17 PM): HAHAHAHA
julielightyear (7:24:22 PM): that takes hella long to type like t aht .
julielightyear (7:24:23 PM): that*
julielightyear (7:24:29 PM): so you should just stop
julielightyear (7:24:32 PM): ahaha (:!
JOHNFOOOOO (7:25:39 PM): yHU jUsT cAuSe mY sWaG sO mEaN
julielightyear (7:26:21 PM): cause your swag's so mean?
julielightyear (7:26:25 PM): HAHAAHAHA.
JOHNFOOOOO (7:26:31 PM): vErY mEaN
julielightyear (7:27:12 PM): haha. you needs to stop.
julielightyear (7:27:13 PM): hahaha .
JOHNFOOOOO (7:27:30 PM): yHU nEEdz tAh g0 !
julielightyear (7:27:41 PM): DONT BE RU'E.

MIA

2009-06-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

Haven't really done much for my summer vacation. No rides so I barely get to go anywhere. My vacation has basically been staying at home and eating, hopefully I get to do atleast something fun. Maybe Transformers and mini golf? Haha. I also cut my hair, and the lady cut it extremely short. Anyways, off to a wedding, baibai.

Party

2009-06-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

My sisters graduation/my promotion party. Thanks for Shaida, Terrance,Matt<3Julie, Jamarie, Henry, and Chelsea for coming. Had a lot of fun. Chocolate fondue and the marshmellow fight was fun. There was hella food. Thank you guys for trashing my room. Everythings all out of place, there's marshmellows everywhere and its sticky. People who were there knew what happened. Haha, great way to start off summer vacation. I wish there was more pichures.

WDIWT: DQM Chukkas.

Aww Poor Bunny.

2009-06-06T00:12:00.000-07:00

Went out to get the mail and this rabbit was randomly just sitting outside. It had a broken leg.

Cleaning Out the Closet

2009-06-05T13:07:00.000-07:00

I'm deciding to sell these. What a coincidence too, right when I took the pictures, I dropped my phone and it broke. Haha. I'll update this with the rest of the shoes and Jordans and what not. I'll put better pictures later.

9.5 DQM Chukkas, worn 3 times. Comes with everything. $110

9.5 Dooms, worn 2 times. Comes with everything. $230

9.5 Piets, worn once. Comes with everything. $90

9.5 Purple Pigeons. Worn a handful of times. $120

9.5 Mafias. Worn 4 times by previous owner, worn 5 times by me. No hangtag and O.G. laces. $70

Better pictures plus Jordans probably tomorrow.

Recaps and Reinvention

2009-05-29T20:55:00.000-07:00

I had an intriguing conversation with April which really had me thinking, decided to blog about it. April's awesome btw, just want to point that out.

8th grade year was a very memorable year for me. A lot of things happened; good and bad. I was definitely different than I was last year. I learned a lot of things beyond academics that made my life easier and taught me how to live my life even more better. I regret some of the things I did and didn't do this year. Being shy definitely held me back on a lot of things and I regret not doing the things I've could have done. Also this year, I was outside more, chilling with friends as much as possible. As opposed to last year and the year before that, I've been more outgoing.

I've matured a lot ever since last year. A lot of things arn't funny anymore and I grew out of a lot of things. When people tell me something very unexpected or something that really opens my attention (can't find the right word at the moment), I try not to make a big deal out of it. I either change the subject, or continue to talk to the person(s) until the stigma or the awkwardness between the person and I goes away. As you start to mature, you learn how to take things that are told or handed to you and the appropiate action you should take. Also, maturing has made me more open-minded to things by thinking about all sides of the situation and how both sides are affected by the other one's actions.

I kept a tight knit group. I'm on that "like everyone, trust no one" status. I'm very sociable and considered a lot of people as friends, but I'm very picky in using the phrase "true or good friends." I keep a lot of feelings and comments to myself, and I try not to tell people unless I really trust them. I can say that I can only count the amount of friends that I can trust no matter what with only one hand.

I learned that being mad at people and holding grudges isn't going to make your life any enjoyable. I mean, I get mad and irritated a lot, but I get over it and brush it off. I missed a lot of things by being mad at people and holding grudges. I also learned that you're not going to win everything. I learned a lot from my failures and mistakes.

Since highschool is on its way, you start off fresh. You can be whoever you want to be, you get a chance to reinvent yourself. If you want to change something about yourself then do it, here's your chance. As for myself, I'm thinking hard over the summer and ways I can reinvent my self, by opening doors that were too shy of being opened and revealed.

* Original post was longer, but I forgot to save. I'll update this again later.

Sister's Graduation

2009-05-23T23:34:00.000-07:00

Congratulations. Went to graduation ceremony then dinner to eat. Chocolate fondue fountains are awesomeness.

Great weekend so far, can't wait until tomorrow.

P.S. Thanks for writing on my tissue box Jamie! I promised you that I would write something about it in here.

Great Week.

2009-05-14T20:05:00.000-07:00

Thursday:

School was the same as it always is. Went by slow. Came to school with a massive headache and all of the immaturity that was going in the morning annoyed me a little. I presented my science fair project. Speaking in front of people is so easy now. Lunch was chill, got a stain from lotion on my hoodie, haha. 6th period was aiiiight. The "Dream Team" gave a great presentation, hella lufet , props.

Chilled at downtown at Matt. Went to the library to feed ducks, then Starbucks, then back to the library to chill. Seems like Fresh Fits is always closed, but whatevs, I didn't have money anyways. Some crazy lazy at the Farmers' Market yelled at me for no reason, was pretty funny actually. I wanted to talk back, but her children were there and I didn't know what I did to make her mad, so it wasn't worth it. I would rewrite what happened, but I don't wanna type more, so I'll just copy and paste.

Me (8:00:24 PM): Okay so Matt had this hella delicious strawberry frappucino, and he had me hold it. I hella drank out of it and Matt was like " AWWW JOHN WTF" then some crazy Mexican lady stepped on gum and she thought it was mine, because of Matt started laughing really loud.

Me(8:00:57 PM): She was like "Do you have a piece of paper that I can fold up and show how to put it in a trashcan for you? Do you even know what a trash can looks like?"

Me (8:01:10 PM): I was like wtf, I didn't do anything and she walked away.

Me (8:04:12 PM): Then we were out at the duck pond, this one lady's baby was crying because some homeless dude's dog was in the water and it scared her. She was like, " DOES ANYONE OWN THIS FUCKING DOG? TAKE THIS FUCKING DOG OUT OF THE POND, THIS PEICE OF SHIT BELONGS ON A LEASH!"

Friday:
I woke up feeling really sick, I thought I had a fever. Went to school and bought my Dk ticket (really put a hole in my pocket). Felt sick for the rest of the day until lunch. Builders club made my day better. Picking up trash around the school was pretty weaksauce, and Ericka and I cheated by going through the trash can, hahaha. The rest of the meeting was pretty cool.

Saturday:
Today was the Pancake Breakfast for B.C. Woke up at 6 and I went to school at around 7. I helped make the syrup cups and gave people refills. Once everyone left, Ms. Grover made us pancakes, which were delicious. I accidently elbowed Mr.Walpole in the face when he grabbed my back; gotta blame reflexes. Spent the rest of the day conversing with friends. It was a great way to start off a Saturday.

Lupe Flaco and Shanye West.

Blah.

2009-05-07T17:59:00.000-07:00

Really stressed out right now. I have two projects due next week, and I haven't even started. Its the last month of school, and I've been slacking off lately. After these two projects are done plus the memorization I gotta do, I'll be pretty much done with school. On another note, I need to sell some of my shoes. Kinda lost interest in shoes, so I'm thinking about selling most of them and keeping only 1 or 2.

Btw, one of my favorite choreos.

Walnut Creek.

2009-04-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning to go to church for the first time in months. Then I had lunch and went to Walnut Creek. Walnut Creek is dope as hell. It has a ritzy environment with purrrty females, expensive cars, and full bred dogs. Then ended the day by going to True.

Oh the irony.

Good Weekend

2009-04-25T23:21:00.000-07:00

My cousins from the Philippines were on vacation and we decided to kick it with them for a while. It was great weakend. Relatives came over, and had a great time with the fam. Cleared my mind and eased stress about the upcoming testing, project due dates, and other crap I'm going through.

Back to the Real World

2009-04-19T17:15:00.000-07:00

Spring break was really boring. I did nothing all day but sleep or watch movies. Atleast I got to work out and practice, so I'm so what happy. I have a lot to of work to make up, because of absences, but I hope I don't get that much homework. I have to study for the STAR test, because its tomorrow. Also, the weather sucks. The heat and humidity is making me turn into a monster (literally).

Anywhooo....

I had a meet up with Jaypee today for his DQM Chukkas. I promised myself almost a year ago not to buy anymore shoes until August 09, but I've been searching for these for a long time, and it was a good price, I kinda over offered on them, but oh well.

1 down, 3 more to go. I need the HufxVans Sk8 His series in a size 9 or 9.5!

Catching Up

2009-04-09T15:37:00.000-07:00

I've missed 9 days of school, and I have a feeling I have a load of work I gotta make up for when I come back. I have a feeling that my grades in my classes suck right now, but I'm hoping that my teachers will allow me to make up for all of the work that I've missed. On another note, I need to watch my diet again. Eating fast food and indulging in junk food the past weeks is bad. The cold weather is great to go back out running again.

I Have a Pocket Full of Sunshine...

2009-03-31T16:39:00.000-07:00

And I ain't giving you shit! Haha.

Despite what happened last night, I had a good day today. I finally came back to school and the normal school day just continued. I still can't believe I got a 180/185 on my poetry project. I bs'd all of it in 6 hours and literally typed all of that without even going over it. Getting a good grade on something I half-assed is equivalent to pooping out gold (bad joke). Have fun reading it Ericka, if you really decide to, because its hella emo, haha. Im gonna go take an 8 hour nap now, laaaate.

Can't Sleep

2009-03-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

My uncle died today. With all the things I'm currently going through, the last thing I have on my mind is losing someone I love. I'm gonna miss him. He was one of the coolest uncles I ever had. I remember always playing DDR with him when I was a kid and him always visting us. Thanks for trying to cheer me up Terrance and Shaida, really appreciate it. I have a hard time sleeping now. I wake up every 30 mintues or so, and I already took a lot of Benedryl and Nyquil.

Blah

2009-03-29T21:48:00.000-07:00

I finally got to work out today. Ran 4 miles plus some weights and what not. Then, I just practiced for like the first time in weeks. Worked on my forearm freazes today and I kept falling. Got hella bruises on my arm and one on my ass, haha. Dancing gets boring sometimes, especially when you've just run out of inspiration and you just start repeating the same moves over and over. Probably one of my goals for the summer is to spend more time at it. Anyways, I probably might not go to school tomorrow, because my doctor advised me not to, and plus I don't wanna waste this doctor's note he gave me. Hopefully the medicine I had to order arrives tomorrow. My skin is hella sensitive to the sun right now and I turn into a monster once sunlight touches me. Its weird, because I only get that skin condition every 4 to 5 years or so.

Bob the Blob

2009-03-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

Friday:
Didn't go to school today. The thing I got last week came back at full force, and just started to stay home. My parents took me to the hospital again, we waited a long time for nothing and just ended up getting an appointment for Wednesday. Then, I just came home and slept all day. Blobbin' it up on the phone and playing Draw My Thing all night with Ericka and Shaida made my day better, haha.

Saturday:
Slept and ate food all day. I haven't worked out in two weeks and my metobolism is slowing down. I ate like eight times today, haha. I've been craving ice cream the whole day, its hella hot.

True.

2009-03-27T00:27:00.000-07:00

Just took a break from homework to take this test I found. Hella true.

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.

Lost.

2009-03-25T17:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been down lately. Everything bad happens to me. I haven't been who I was a couple weeks ago. I've been losing my patience a lot easier. Almost everything that used to not annoy me annoys me. I've been getting pissed off at myself and others lately. I've been a complete asshole lately; not caring about other people's feelings. All of this I enjoyed are losing my interest and I'm starting not to care anymore. My friend thinks I'm depressed, or atleast have symptoms. I don't see why not. I need someone or something to cheer me up. Whatever, FML, it sucks.

Weaksauce

2009-03-20T11:29:00.000-07:00

I wanted to go to school today, but I couldn't. I feel like shit and I can't feel my face. Might have to go the hospital tomorrow. FML. I'm going back to sleep, later.

Hay Fever..

2009-03-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

I guess the forthcoming of Spring hit me with a bang today. Today at school after P.E. I got a heat/allergic rash to something. It was probably, because of the grass. My face got extremely hot. Thanks to those people who gave me some coins to get a bottle of cold water, you know who you are. My face felt hella strange for the rest of the day, but whatever, I managed. I came home and decided to go work out. About an 15 mins into my run, my face got extremely hot, so I decided to stop and take shower. To make things short, my mom thinks I have Hay Fever, and I think I'm high on antihistamine, haha. Might not go to school tomorrow, even though I have a test to finish. Its all good, it happens to the best of us. I'm currently just sitting down on my couch hoping it'll go away. I'm playing on iminlikewithyou to pass time. Add me yo!

iminlikewithyou - SickSiopao

Good Day.

2009-03-15T13:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a great day. I've been pretty unhappy this past week and feels good to have a good day for once. I haven't worked out in two weeks, and I finally got to run four miles yesterday. Then I headed out with my brother to Hacienda to go watch Watchmen. When we got there, all of the 7:30 tickets were gone so we decided to get the 10:50 tickets. We just chilled at the Stoneridge for while then went out to eat at a Mexican grill. In my opinion, Watchmen was weaksauce. It was two and a half hours long and it was too cluttered. There was so many things going on at once that it was confusing at times. Other than that, it was good day. Finally got some time to spend some time with my brother.

New pickups: Not bad for $100. H&M hoodies and raw Sliqs.

No DXC.

2009-03-01T21:00:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to go to DXC today, but I decided not to. My grandma from Socal is here, and I decided that it'd be cool If just stayed home and spend some time with my family. I missed out on a lot, but its all good. There's always one in the summer.

Pictures from last night:

First.

2008-07-08T15:04:00.000-07:00

Hi, I'm John and this is my blog. My life is kind of boring right now, so I'll barely update this blog. Later.